I was asking The BF for a favor earlier today, when he teasingly asked “What I am going to get for this?” It suddenly hit me that I have no bargaining power. My lack of sexual inhibition is a bad thing. If I accidentally scratch his truck, I can’t say “You know that one thing you want to do…”, because 3 weeks ago I thought that thing sound like a great fun. What this really means is that I am going to have to get more deviant and hold it back. So if I do something naughty in future, I can say “I am so sorry. Oh, I forgot to tell you that Inga and Freya, you remember them? Those innocent twin 18-year old blonds, I met the other day. Well, they need a place to sleep tonight. I am so sorry.”